Making a house a cage

I have not wanted to write anything this past few weeks. With the move to a new place and learning to live on my own again, I haven’t had the head space to even construct a sentence never mind a whole post but I want to try and share my experiences.
I’ve been here a couple of weeks and had a friend staying with me for the duration so for the most part I have been distracted. Although it has been stressful now she’s gone I have really driven myself nuts with paranoia, I hate the thought of being a bad neighbour. I’m going to be robbed. I’m too frightened to answer my, door, my phone. But I know it’s nonsense I have nothing to worry about, but I do. But it’s nothing really but I am an easy target, I wish I was stronger but I’m not.
Anyway so that’s happening and it might be like this for a while but it’ll pass, right?

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I’m going to see Inside Out today by myself because fuck, who needs the company. It will hopefully calm my nerves and create some happy thoughts. 

Watch “Inside Out Trailer 2 UK – Official Disney Pixar | HD” on YouTube
https://youtu.be/_MC3XuMvsDI